Busy bee.

I'm starting to put on those pounds again, what a bitter memory. Being shunned by people whom you thought was the apple of your eye. I never, repeat, NEVER, want to go back to that 72kg girl ever. Yet, I've always believed in looking on the bright side of life, considering the fact that many are deeper in a ditch than I am. Its funny how people perceive you to be, based on your looks. Am I not correct? What I'm trying to put across to you is, that if you are not what people consider as, and I quote, 'Beautiful or pretty' then they wouldn't even take one glance at you, let alone talk to you. Honestly speaking, I've been struggling for acceptance all my life, and still am. Its come to a stage, however, that being myself is all that matters to me right now, accomplishing something greater, so that I won't be fighting for the attention. No matter where in life you're at, people will be always judging you, no matter how successful, no matter how pretty. That is why, you have to understand that even if you try your very best to succeed, there will still be people trying to bring you down. Fret not, because you know, that by ignoring them, you've already won half the battle.

Goodnight pretty little things :)