I find myself living more and more like a Korean. I'm quite enjoying everymoment of it, the special utensils to their eating habits to the way they behave.
Each day goes by, and not one moment passes without me thinking of all the things i've not done. I think its time, to really set my priorities. Been saying that since forever, and it's easier said than done, really.
I care so much about the immediate things, that I don't look forward. What will make me take that leap towards sanity? What can I do but study, and focus on the more important things in life.
To be honest, friends, my social life, right now.. are things that are far more important than education. Yes, you must be thinking. What the heck? This girl is out of her mind. But, don't forget. I'm a teenager, popularity means everything.
Yet, i'm fighting this constant battle with myself every single day, every single minute. Why is it that my desires always wins? Why is it that I can't control my wants from my have toos?
That automatically makes me a failure, even though I've never tried or taken that step forward. Why? Just because. I know what's good for me, but I still choose to go the bad way.
Funny isn't it? How we know what's good for us, but choose to do what's possibly going to be the worst mistake of our lives. I need to really get down and think about it, be away from everyone, and everything.
Concentrate on what's best for me, and not anyone else.
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