I just find something oh so comforting about red candles in a dark room, gives me the sense that nothing bad can happen. Weird I know, but call it intuition if you must. Was never scared of the dark. If your wondering, why I am up so early (its 8am by the way), I've been tossing and turning on my bed for the past 2 hours and for some reason, I just can't get too sleep. Too many things on my mind about my school, work, bike and many other things, they keep running through my mind, one by one, one after the other. Maybe it is my own little way of forgetting all the unpleasant things in my life, by creating no time for it. I think I sleep too much though, although most of the time when i'm asleep I don't think at all, and that is probably the best for me. Yet, I feel I could do so much more if I didn't have to sleep. So, been studying a lot, and that for me is a huge achievement. I'm not really the studying type, and only because i'm so strong-willed, I want to prove to those people who don't believe I can make it. I did have a rough start to life, nevertheless, I'm pretty sure it'll get much better as I grow up. My weight is another issue i'm going to have to deal with, whether I like it or not, and that is probably a challenge as difficult as my studies. The only one that I consider extremely difficult to conquer. If I am successful, I know it'll benefit me in the long run, just need that extra push, the determination. I do want it badly, but not bad enough to actually do something about it. On another note, I have decided to completely do a total make-over of myself, in terms of emotionally and psychically.
> Made an appointment with NSC (National Skin Centre) to try to treat my skin
> Hopefully I can bug my dad to let me try invisilign and whiten my teeth
> Attending Singing Lessons to improve my vocals.
> Losing at least 10kg by the end of my O levels
> Stop drinking coke for the time-being
Hopefully, it all works out well, and i'm transformed (haha wtf?) before next year CNY. Yup, I think its time for me to get some shut-eye. Goodnight everybody!
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